We’ve been quiet over here lately. Things have been a bit stressful, exciting, crazy… all those things. It’s just life.
I’m learning to breathe. Take moments to just sit still and breathe. The house is always a wreck, the laundry is never-ending, the kids stuff is all over the house… signs of a live well lived, I know. But too often I find myself focusing on these messes than the laughter, the fun and the unexpected surprises everyday. I’ve been feeling overwhelmed in this parenting game, I’ve been feeling underwhelmed in my work life, and I feel like I am still in a ‘stay at home mom’ fog. I am walking in a fog most days hitting repeat on mundane things like cooking, cleaning, playing, walks, school pick ups, school drop offs, meltdowns, solo parenting, slime everywhere and just navigating auditing.
Adulting is real. and it’s no fun!
The weather has finally warmed up and we’ve been spending ever single waking moment outdoors. Hiking, jumping in puddles, exploring and painting. Lily loves to sit outside and paint and now Thomas has taken up the hobby as well. Jonah just loves that Thomas is still for more than 5 minutes and enjoys watching him color.
We’ve been going on long hikes and bathing our mind, body and spirits in the forests of New York. The kids love looking for chipmunks and rabbits and finding strange-looking mushrooms growing on downed trees.
I’m trying to get back to a schedule that makes sense and have started running again. Spring… always a time for rebirth. So forgiving of our winter woes. I’m looking forward to the warmer climate and everything that’s blooming in the garden and our lives.